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What an Awful Night

He worked, so did I. Afterwards we went to Cici's practice. I decided to let Kilee go to the fair with her friends. He was going to go but then decided at the last minute to stay home. I was upset. I went without him. I came home and the bed was all messed up and there was a sock in the bed. It was Kilees sock. It was wet... on the inside. I went to him and asked about it. Blamed the dogs. Then fussed up that he jacked off in it. Gross. Left it in our bed. She had to wear those socks! I'm beyond pissed. I threw it at him and said fuck you. I got his pillow and put it on the couch and told him if he comes into my room I'll shoot him and walked off. Why? He seldom ever wants sex...from me.  In can't live like this. 
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Last Night 4.29

So he was watching the draft in our room and I was like I'm kicking you out. In assumed he was going to the livingroom to finish it but instead he went to play. After a while I asked to talk to him. I was very frustrated. This isn't my idea of marriage. Nothing was resolved. I'm just over it. 
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Better or Not?

I'm gonna get better and documenting our fights as well as our time together....or will I? Haha
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April 23 - 29

April 29 - Fought a few times today. He does things like get irritated if I ask for clarification or don't understand. He wanted to watch draft so I stayed in the livingroom. I came to bedroom and he left, at my request, I thought to finish draft, but instead went to game room. Going to bed alone, again.  April 28 - I layed in the room watching TV while he was in game room. He was up past midnight. April 27 - Well, another blow up about feeling neglected and so he stayed in the room, but went to sleep immediately...at 9pm! Woke up a little later and wanted to be sucked off. Afterwards I went to bed while he stayed on his phone.  April 26 - Asked if we could watch a movie. Told me yeah, but then watched a ballgame after knox went to bed. He came into the room over 2 hrs later and asked about the movie. We watched 15 mins of a crap movie and went to sleep. April 25 - I went to work with him. We got home and Sharon came over. She took Kilee for the night. We still spent it apart....
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Chronicling this week

 4.12 - I worked. He mostly played. He washed sheets and took my plant outside. We fought twice. Brakes got done on car because I took action and thanks to mom. Got home from Cici's game and fed Knox then I went my way and he went his, to play. 4.11 - I hurt my back. He went to work and me and Kilee had Knox. I couldn't move all day. Kev got home around 3 and watched Knox til bedtime, then played. Mom weedeated our yard. 4.10 - We spent most of the day at Sharon's meeting Donnie. When we got home we went our separate ways. 4.9 - Worked, he played. Kilee spent the nite with Sharon. Had talk with him about feeling lonely. He stayed with me and we sat in bed doing nothing.  4.8 - Another evening of loneliness.  4.7 - Worked then lonely as always. 
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